End of The Year

Hey! What's up?? End of the year, have a new plan? Hahaha! Well, I haven't planned anything. Okay, 2010 will soon end. And February will soon come. And I'll soon be 16! ARRGGHH! Getting old is suck! Well, okay, not that suck. I just astonish how this world turn so fast. I remembered, I had just had my 15th birthday, but now is the end of 2010? How fast la!

Wish-list for 2011 :
-Be a good sixteen-years-old girl.
-There will be a drama for Yan Ge and Wu Ge. Seriously, they need to act together in a drama. (ChunLun fangirl *drools*)
-Buy a capo.
-Finishing my goddamn school project.
-Buy a new glasses.
-Listen to Yan Ge head-voice more. Honestly, the songs in the Super Hot album aren't challenging, tho it's all catchy :). They should put a song like 你應該被珍惜.
-Improving my English and my singing.
-Go to South-Korea.
-Last but not least, I hope I won't forget how to thanks to God who have given a life till now, my parents who always take care of me, my friends who always make my day, and for my lovely Yan Ge, Wu Ge, Da Ge, and Chen Ge, who never fails to make me smile. 謝謝你!!


So many wishes. Well, human never stop wishing, don't they? Just hope that everything has been passed is really meaningful for my life. Every happening is a pleasure. Well, 再見!! 新年快樂!! ^^

Fahrenheit - Ji Xu Ai (Keep Loving You)

Wanna share my favorite song in Super Hot album! Hope you'll like it! ;)

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huan mei dao di qiu jin tou kan yi ci tian chang di jiu

還沒到地球盡頭 看一次天長地久
Not till the end of the earth, to look at "forever" once

huan mei deng shi jian sha lou rong hua cheng xi shui chang liu
還沒等時間沙漏 融化成細水長流 
Didn't wait until time pass, melt into a steady pace

ni zen hui she de fang kai yi dian bu xin teng
你怎會捨得放開 一點不心疼 
How can you let it go and didn't feel your heart ache

kuai dao shou de wei lai
快到手的未來 
The future almost on my hands

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bu yao fen kai huan xiang ji xu ai
不要分開 還想繼續愛 
Don't separate, still want to keep loving

yong zhen xin qu shua lai rang qi ji cun zai
用真心去耍賴 讓奇蹟存在 
Being unreasonable with heart, making miracle exist

bu yao fen kai wei he yao fen kai
不要分開 為何要分開 
Don't separate, why separate

yong lang man qu kuan dai zhe ge can ku shi dai
用浪漫去款待 這個殘酷時代 
Welcome this cruel generation with romance

huan you ai ren de nian tou wei he yao ya yi wen rou
還有愛人的念頭 為何要壓抑溫柔 
Still have lover in mind, why have to suppress fondness

chen xin tiao hu xi shang zai zai qin wen wo ba
趁心跳呼吸尚在 再親吻我吧 
When heart beat and breath are still here, kiss me again

niang yi chang yi wai
釀一場意外 
Creating an accident

[Repeat *]


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bu yao fen kai huan xiang ji xu ai
不要分開 還想繼續愛 
Don't separate, still want to keep loving

you yi ge ren teng ai ri zi bu suan huai
有一個人疼愛 日子不算壞 
Days being loved isn't too bad

bu yao fen kai wei he yao fen kai
不要分開 為何要分開 
Don't separate, why separate

nan dao bi jiao yu kuai
難道比較愉快
Is it more happy that way?

liang ge ren fen xiang ji mo
兩個人分享寂寞 
Two people sharing loneliness

dou hao guo yi ren du tun zhe kuai huo
都好過一人 獨吞著快活 
It's better than one person enjoying happiness

bu yao fen kai huan xiang ji xu ai
不要分開 還想繼續愛 
Don't separate, still want to keep loving

yong wen rou qu tian hai rang yan lei peng pai
用溫柔去填海 讓眼淚澎湃 
Use gentleness to fill the ocean, make tears surge

bu yao fen kai wei he yao fen kai
不要分開 為何要分開 
Don't separate, why separate

shi jie yi jing tai huai wei shen me bu xiang ai
世界已經太壞 為什麼不相愛 
The world is already bad, why not keep loving?

bu yao fen kai huan xiang ji xu ai
不要分開 還想繼續愛 
Don't separate, still want to keep loving

Please don't say goodbye 

bu yao fen kai wei he yao fen kai
不要分開 為何要分開 
Don't separate, why separate

shei shuo guo liu xia lai shei que you yao li kai
誰說過留下來 誰卻又要離開 
Who says if stayed, that someone has to leave again

[Repeat **]

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check the song at:

Fahrenheit - Ji Xu Ai song

credit to bananaxmushroom.blogspot.com

Just What I Feel...

It is just a random post. No need to take too much. 'Cause it is too much.

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Sometime people see me as a good one. Sometime as a bad one. And sometime, as a weird one. This feeling, I could not understand. But this is what I feel. People will say, "It is not something to be thinking about." But what should I do? He's already stuck in my head. Who is he? I think you've known. He's someone that I cannot reach. I, cannot, reach. It is normal for us, as a teenager, to have this kind of feeling. But who will make us feel so? It depends on yourself. Including myself.

I never meet him. He never meet me. I've ever see him, everyday. But he never see me. Then, how does the feeling appear? I don't know. I really don't know. He just got my attention, about in the end of 2009. He's just, unusual. The way he sings, he plays the flute, he jokes, he cries, I just like it. Well, the most interesting is the crying part. 'Cause I never know any boy who dare to cry hard but my lil bro. And I think, that's how I like him. From his tears. A bit weird? Well, I'm weird, indeed. And he started to affect my mood. I could cry, laugh, even jealous and angry 'cause of him. Then, people start to see me, as a possessive one. Possessive, to someone that I could not reach. And that's how, people judge me as weird. They started to call out a-fake-disturbing-name. A joke, and laugh appear. But they never know what I feel inside, right?

Those things happen for more than a year. But who cares? He has already protected me, from having a boyfriend, doesn't he? I don't have to have any boyfriend, 'cause I have him. Though we never meet, but he never fail to make me happy. And that's the important one, right? Happiness. For me, he's more than a-mood-maker. He makes me know, how to take care my heart, before I give it to someone that I do really love. Do you want to know how?


By loving him.

And for now, it is enough.


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Random. See ya at the next post! (3 posts at November? So many la..)

Never Ending Padzjazz 2010

Eight days ago, should be my big day. Our big day. Padmanaba Jazz 2010, my first time to be EO. But what should I do? A day before, Merapi mountain got a big eruption. It caused an ash rain around Jogja. And of course, we cannot held such a happy event during the accident. Then, the committee leader, decided to cancel the event. Disappointed? Of course. But yeah, how can we hold a happy event while the others are suffering?

I was crying that time. Well, who wasn't? But happily, all of the money that we have had will be given to our friends who are suffering because the Merapi eruption. And now, I realize, that's the point. It isn't for our own happiness, but for others. And that's what human do, right? Just be grateful for all you've got and be whole-hearted for all you've lost.

By the way, November! Chen Ge's birthday has passed. He's finally reached 30. So old la. But it's okay, as long as his heart is still young! Next: Yan Ge! 20 November, birthday concert, he'll play guitar! Finally! I know he has learned it a year a go but never show it. That's way I'm so excited. Hope he'll give his best performance.

Well, enough for today. See ya!

Padmanaba Jazz 2010 "Merah Putih"

SMA N 3 Yogyakarta proudly present:

PADMANABA JAZZ 2010 "Merah Putih"!

A jazz festival with charity and social activity!

Artist:

• BARRY LIKUMAHUA PROJECT
• Syaharani & The Queenfireworks
• Anggito Abimanyu feat. Koala
• Gadjazz
• Esensi

Date: November 6th, 2010

Time: 19.30-23.00

Place: TBY Concert Hall

Tickets:

• Festival: IDR 25,000
• VIP : IDR 40,000
• VVIP : IDR 60,000

Tickets are sold at SMA N 3 Yogyakarta's hall,

starting from October 11th- October 16th at 12.00-15.00

and October 18th- November 6th at 14.00-17.00.

Come and join us!

Your attendance is a pleasure for us..:)

October, My Busy Month

Huahh...It has been October. Time goes so fast la! See the title? Yeah, this will be my busy month. Why? 'Cause Padmanaba (my lovely school) will hold a jazz concert called 'Padzjazz' or Padmanaba Jazz. And I become the one of the EO. It will be held at 6 November, so this October, we have to prepare all the things. And also, I have to prepare for my other event, SAFRIDA or Safari Idul Adha. It is held to celebrate Idul Adha. It will be held at 16 November. And yeah, those will make me busy.

So far, I enjoy it. Well, actually I always try to enjoy my life, no matter what happen. Just pray me the best, cause I'll face my mid-semester test at 11-16 October too. I hope I can give my best.

Well, this is for today. And for my lovely Wu Ge, zhu ni sheng ri kuai le! Hope you'll get the best for your life.

See ya at the next post!

September, Idul Fitri and Fahrenheit!!!

Yeah, it has been so long and 6 days left for Ramadhan month. So sad la :(. Cause I haven't found Ramadhan's meaning this year. Or I've lost Ramadhan's meaning for sure. You know, now people are getting busy with their own activity. So do I. Cause of that, I can't enjoy the atmosphere of Ramadhan :(. All I can do is just hoping to meet Ramadhan again next year. Hope Allah give me a chance. Amin.

Positive side: 6 days more Idul Fitri. YAY! Time for us to become as innocent as a new-baby-born. Hope I'll get the atmosphere of Idul Fitri :).

And, Fahrenheit 4th will be launched at 18th September! YAY! Finally, after a long long time. At 26th August, the MV of Tai Re had been launched. ''Tai Re'' is the title of their new album. They're so hawt!!! They're very different comparing to their first album. Now they become more sexy X9. Hehe. 

OK, this what I wanna share today. See ya at next post and Happy Idul Fitri!!! ^^

 

(well, taken from The Jakarta Post. Sorry for the mistaken year. :p)

And be happy for Fahrenheit's 4th album "Super Hot"!! :)

Fasting!

11st of August,, fasting is started up!!!

Hope u will get a better thing in this holy month. And keep praying!

Happy Ramadhan!!!

After 2 Weeks...?

Wahaa...long time no see..It because my first 2 weeks at Padmanaba was very busy. Yeah, I'm officially a Padmanaba '68. Yay!

And yeah, because if this business, I can't do my common activities, such as blogging, u-tube-ing, etc. And I really miss it..:(

But well, those business are for my best future. Two weeks, I feel that I've already gone for a year from this world. My news are out of date. Even I don't know that Klose, Podolski, and Lahm weren't play at Germany vs Uruguay match! That's so out of date! And I really miss my Fahrenheit. Huhuhu...:(

But at least, this August, Fahrenheit will launch their 4th album. Yay! I've been waiting for a long time since they postponed the launching because of each member's business.

Well, this is what I want to share today. See ya at the next post!

And two thumbs up for Germany for having 3rd place at World Cup 2010.

And for Fahrenheit, Wo xiang ni men!!!!

Ich liebe Fußball!!

Hi! Long time no see. See the title? Yeah, es ist Fußball-Zeit!! (well, I don't know german, it's based on google-translator). Since 11th June, World Cup 2010 had begun. And yeah, I'm supporting Germany!! Wohoo!! Even they lost for Serbia at qualification, but soon they give a fantastic performance at eighth-finals and quarter-finals againts England and Argentina.They scored 4 goals each game. But there's a controversial decision from the referee about England's 2nd goal. The referee said the ball wasn't pass the line while the record showed that it passed the line. But yeah, the referee didn't change his decision. Germany won 4-1.

At quarter-finals, they met Argentina. As an underdog team, Germany gave a wonderful surprise by beating Argentina 4-0. It was exciting! I was so nervous! But yeah, Germany is a fantastic team. Bring the young squad, Germany didn't lose any of their strenght. But you know what? I love the way they beat the Fatty Maradona. He was so arrogant and said that Argentina would beat Germany easily. But actually, he should say "Argentina would be beaten by Germany easily." Haha! Maradona, you're good as player, but not as a coach. Go home and learn more! Hahaha!

Now, Germany will fight againts Spain. Though Spain had ever crushed Germany at Euro 2008, I believe Germany will make another surprise. Go Germany!!!

  German Squad

Maradona's disappointment

Klose's goal

And for Klose, congrats for your 100th caps. You had given a good performance!

Btw, I'm now officialy a Padmanaba's student. Haha! ;p

See ya at next post!

Beautiful Girl

I don't know what's happen to me..but last night,,when I listened to Christian Bautista's song called Beautiful Girl,,I cried. Don't know why,,just wanna cry..He sang it deeply..First time after Fahrenheit's Misunderstanding. His voice,,really pure. He sang it without hesitation.  This is the lyrics :

Beautiful girl, wherever you are 
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door 
I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while 
I'd love again. 

You said "hello"and I turned to go 
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so 
I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while 
I'd love again. 

It was destiny's game 
For when love finally came on 
I rushed in line only to find 
That you were gone. 

Whenever you are, I fear that I might 
Have lost you forever like a song in the night 
Now that I've loved again after a long, long while 
I've loved again. 

Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you 
'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true 
You've made me love again after a long, long while 
In love again 
And I'm glad that it's you 
Hmm, beautiful girl

Ouw...Yeah!!!

Wahaa...long time no see!! Today, 21 April 2010, everything has done!!!! Yay! OMG, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time...F-I-N-A-L-L-Y, finally!! Our last project before graduate is yearbook!!! and I'll be one of the photographer...our theme is nature, so we'll take Sambi as the place.

Well, 3 years has gone so fast. Lots of memory, laughter, tears, and angry (well, not too obvious maybe). U know? Sometimes I'm afraid to leave them. But yeah, life must go on. Soon I'll find a new friend, new experience to face this world. But I must admit, guys, I love u so much. I'm afraid I won't be able to find a friend just like u. A friend that always be a friend (can u catch my drift?). And, thanks for this 3 years. Thank u so much. After this, I hope each of us will find our own way to reach the best of ourselves. I can't imagine what we will be for next 15 years. Haha! Will we still play those jokes? Will we still tease each other up? Will we still do such a LOL thing? I don't know. None of us know. Well, just believe that life will never as beautiful as our own life. 

And for that guy, thanks for cheering me for this one year. I just want u to know, that u're the reason for my arrival at school. U're the reason why I always eager to know what will happen tomorrow, though it's not fulfill my expectation. Thank u so much. Hope I'll find a guy like u in the near future. Thanks.

Well, this is the end of the post. Is it too ALAY? Hope not so. 

Gotta go now. Bye!

Refreshing...

Well, last Sunday, we went to Omah Jawi, Kaliurang to get some refreshment. I arrived there at 8 am, and still, some of us were late. Finally, it started at 8.30 am. with a simple game. Then we took a walk for a moment to catch the next place.

 

There were 3 games over there. And the last is the worst. There were only 4 blocks for 8 of us and we have to step on the blocks and move to the other place without leaving the blocks! 

Though it's hard, my group did it. Hah, my feet were definitely red. After that, we went back to Omah Jawi and got closing at 12 pm. While closing, my friend, Bintang, got a cake cz that day was his birthday. Then, my friends asked people who was born at February to share a cake, including me. Hehe...

Well, though I was happy, I think this event is just so so. I think it's too simple, but for refreshing, it's ok la...

Btw, I don't know why, but I really wanna say that I adore him. See ya at the next post!!!

Mo Mo Chord

Credit to: pianocheats.com, a song that reflects my feeling. This song's played at G. It's a nice heart-warming song. :)

G
Zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
This is a problem without an answer

C2 D
Wo gan jue wo bian le shei rang wo bian le
I feel that I’ve changed, who changed me

G
Yuan ben zhe shi yi ge mei you da an de wen ti
So this is a problem without an answer

C2 D
Que bei ni jie kai le jian dan de jie kai le
But you unraveled me, simply unravel

Em7-C2-G2 Em7 C2 G2
Ni zou guo lai dai zhe he bie ren bu tong de dui bai
You came over bringing other people’s various dialogue

Em7 C2 D C2 D
Ni shen zhi bu rang wo zhi dao ni dui wo you duo hao
You even didn’t let me know how good you are to me

# G2 Em7
Man man de zhe fen ai qiao qiao de zhu xia lai
Slowly, this love silently lives on

D C2
Shen shen de zai xin li mei ren kan de chu lai
Deeply, in your heart no one can see

G2 Em7
An jing de dan que yi zhi dou zai
Silently, but continuously

C2 D
Shi ni mo mo de ai
It’s your silent love

G2 Em7
Man man de zhe fen ai yi jing bian cheng yi lai
Slowly, this love already became depended on

D C2
Qian qian de xiao rong li que rang wo chong man qi dai
A superficial smile making me full of expectations

G2 Em7
Bu yong shuo wo jiu neng gou ming bai
You don’t need to speak, I’ll understand enough

C2 D
Ni mo mo de ai
Your silent love

F C
Wei lai de mei yi tian bu guan fa sheng shen me
No matter what will happen in future days

G2
Neng bu neng jiao gei wo ne
Can you give them to me?


F C D
Wo yao yong yuan pei zhe ni shou hu ni zhi dao zui hou
I want to accompany you forever, watching you till the end

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15 years...What I've Got?

February, ah...7 February, sigh...09.03, hm...my 15th yearshad come...Happy? Sure, but I feel that I haven't got anything in my 15th. Everything seems so empty, nothing's different. I really want to find something new. I just want to breakthrough this life. I'm just...bored. Cz only one month left for my National Test, everyday is filled by questions, and it's all similar. It makes me feel that what I've learned is for nothing. And when I got a bad score, my mom keep yelling me. Feel like I'm forced. Whereas my mom never know my National Test's date. Well, everybody says that "enjoy your life", but how can I enjoy my life while everyday is filled by the same thing? It's...too much!

Fortunately, I always have someone who never fail to make me laugh. Haha! Someone who make my 15th year more colorful. Ge, xie xie. And for 'him', though u never know, I really thank u so much. Hope I'll find someone's like u in the near future. And the last, for my self, thanks for being tough. If I were not me, I would not survive. Thank u so much.

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live -five for fighting

Another fortune, I got a lot of foods! Haha! Cherish! :D