2009....Good Bye...

December....gosh....time goes so fast.....2009 has a lot of memories....happy memories...sad memories....ahhh...it's so hard to leave 2009...too much that I've got, too much that I've lost...I will never forget this year...but still, I have to go foward and be my best...well, I'm afraid I can't give any post at the end of this month, so, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! :D

November..oh November..

Waow!!! It has been November ya?? Time goes so fast...November...Lots of deadline...Ahh, so tiring la!! But still, life is happiness!!!

Well, nothing special this month..only my lovely Arron and Calvin's b'day...hope they will get what they hope...

see ya at the next post!!!

Quotes:
-To the world, you may just be someone. But to someone, you may be the whole world

Tenshi is Back!!!

Waow...it has been so long since my last post ya? Well, busy day, busy month, busy life..(Oh, gao..Even I'm busier than my mom). But, that's the challenge! When your life is just go-with-the-flow, you'll be dead early (no offense, sigh).

I just want to say hello cz it has been about 7 months since I'm off. For my next posts, I will talk more about Fahrenheit(no need to ask, I'm fans). But still, I will tell about my story(?) too. I rather feel discriminated actually. you BBF right? While Korean drama is booming, they forget the Taiwanese drama fans!!(no offense, again) All dramas that appear on TV are Korean, none Taiwanese!!! hiks...

Well, it will a long gap till my next post cz tomorrow we'll mid-semester exam, which mean I can't go online. Nyahaha!! It doesn't matter la!! Soon or later, I'll be back!!! See ya!!!

Quote to share:

-You don't have to be better than others. All you have to do is to be better than you were!!! 

Yue Lai Yue Ai Chords n Lyrics

I’m not really sure about it, but it sounds like that. Hope u like it!

(Arron)

A          E       F#m                             D      A

Ru guo qing chun zhi sheng yi zhang jue ban hai bao

       E                       F#m       D
Ba ni tie zai er jiao
(Calvin)

A          E       F#m                             D      A
Shou chang ni de bei ying bian cheng wu jia zhi bao

            E                     F#m      D              
You wo dao chu xuan yao
(Chun)

         F#m                                              D
Zou lu dou zai tiao chi bu bao shui bu hao

  A                                                    E
Nao dai dou huai diao xin kuang tiao tai zao gao
(Jiro)

  F#m                                    
You mei you ting dao

         D                        E
Qian li wai wo dui ni hu jiao

(Fahreheit) Chorus

A                          E          F#m
   Zen me ban wo yue lai yue ai

         D                                      A
  Kuai gei woda sheng gong gao bai

      E                            F#m  D
  Ai jiu aimai shang yao jing cai bu yao cai pai

A                                 E                                            F#m
  Wei ni ku wei ni xiao wei ni down wei ni high

                       D                      A
  Bu di kang bu shua lai bu hui gai

                            E                                  F#m
  Guan ta de qing hong huo zao bai

            D                            A
  Zhi yao dui ni cong bai

(Chun)
Liu ni,cheng wei shi jie zui hou yi ge hou xiang
Lin hun zhao dao shi liang
Yeah ek ehh~
(Jiro)
Bu guan,ni you mei you kong dang fen wo mu guang
Lun wei kuai le gao yang
(Arron)
Zou lu dou zai tiao chi bu bao shui bu hao
(Calvin)
Nao dai dou huai diao xin kuang tiao tai zao gao
(Arron + Calvin)
You mei you ting dao qian li wai da sheng de hu jiao

Back to Chorus

(Calvin)
Oh My God wo yue lai yue ai
(Chun)
Xiang shou zhe su ming de an pai

(Jiro)
Yan kan ni zhi mi de feng cai pai shan dao hai

(Fahrenheit)
Wei ni ku wei ni xiao wei ni down wei ni high
Bu di kang bu shua lai bu hui gai
Yue sha zhe yue ting bu xia lai fan er yue lai yue ai
Oh My God wo yue lai yue ai
Bu bi ai tian dou ta xia lai
Ai ruo shi ni gei de tian zai wo yao bei hai
Wei ni hen wei ni ai wei ni huai wei ni guai
Bu ying gai geng ying gai cai huo gai
Yue ren nai yue ting bu xia lai
Zhi neng yue lai yue ai

(Jiro)
Yue lai yue ai da sheng biao bai oh kan wo shi huai
(Aaron)
Zhi neng yue lai yue ai
(Jiro + Aaron)
NoNoNoNo wo NoNoNo wo GoGoGo
(Chun)
Zhi neng yue lai yue ai
(Aaron)
Ru guo qing chun zhi sheng yi zhang jue ban hai bao
(Jiro)
Ba ni tie zai er jiao~

Serangan Oemoem 1 Maret

Well, b4 this, I’ve posted one of my story(?). Hope u understand n like it. N now, I’ll tell u about my club’s activity.

 

It’s about my vocal group. My vocal group was invited to sing in a ceremony that decide to remember Serangan Oemoem 1 Maret at SO 1 Maret Monument(I can’t explain it in a simple word, sorry).  SO is an event when Yogyakarta(city where I live) was attacked by Netherland to get their power again. of course, we, an Indonesian won’t give it and against them in 5 day. This event’s called ‘pertempuran lima hari’ or 5 days war. Anddddd........We win!!!!!! Yeah!!!!(end, i’m not very good in history)

Well, to appriciate our heroes’  struggle, we do such as ceremony, and my vocal group was invited. Even we were rather PEANUTED (new word? It means we were NEGLECTED ), we were happy(yes, we were) bcz SO 1 Maret Monument is near Malioboro, which is a shopping center.(YEAH! BRAVO!)n we take some pictures there and castle near there. but, bcz I didn’t bring a lot of money, we just buy bracelets. 10 bracelets, for all of the girls in my class(yeah, only 10). And next day, we take a picture of it. Cute isn’t it? Well I think it’s all 4 now. Bye2!!!!

Di Balik Senyumku

Di balik senyumku,

Kulihat alat musik berdawai yang sangat sering kumainkan. Meski waktu sudah menunjukkan pukul 1.30 pagi, mataku masih terbuka. Mataku sudah tak sanggup, tapi pikiranku memaksanya terus bekerja. Dua setengah jam berlalu, waktuku menghadap-Nya tiba. Ku ambil air sedingin es itu untuk basuh wajahku. Pagi itu, aku bercerita banyak hal pada-Nya, cerita yang hanya bisa didengar-Nya. Cerita tentang keberadaanku.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku sama sekali tidak berminat menuntut ilmu hari itu. Aku malas, bosan, dan yang paling penting mataku menyuruhku untuk mengatupkan kelopaknya. Memangnya ada orang yang benar-benar ingin di sini? Yang mereka lakukan setiap hari hanya bercakap-cakap dan memadu kasih. Menjijikkan. Bercakap-cakap tentang rahasia mereka. Bodoh sekali. Aku tidak ikut. Dan memang mereka tidak mengajakku. Biar saja. Kata mereka, aku tidak bisa menjaga rahasia, aku selalu mengatakannya kepada orang lain. Apa salahnya? Aku saja boleh tahu, mengapa orang lain tidak? Kalau mereka tidak ingin hal tersebut terjadi, kenapa diceritakan? How dumb they are.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Kupandang pujaan hatiku. Sang pujaan ada bersama mereka. The dumb. Aku bingung dengannya. Tapi sekarang aku tak peduli. Sang pujaan telah memuja yang lain. Mungkin aku sendiri tidak memujanya sepenuh hati. Kutulis beberapa baris lagu Journey yang merefleksikan diriku di selembar kertas yang telah ku ubah menjadi pesawat yang dapat terbang. Tiba-tiba sang Pendidik nan tulus menyapaku. Saat itu juga, tetes air mendesak keluar dari mataku. Kenapa? Aku tak tahu.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku merindukan mereka, mereka yang dulu selalu membuatku tertawa. Namun, saat ku bertemu mereka setelah sekian lama, mereka tlah berubah. Bidadari-bidadari yang dulu tertawa bersamaku tlah berganti menjadi The Dumb. Ku tatap mereka. Sekarang, siapa yang menemaniku? Aku pulang dengan kecewa. Terlalu kecewa. Ku ambil alat musik favoritku dan lagi-lagi ku mainkan Journey. Kini lagu itu tlah menjadi bagian hidupku. Dialah perasaanku.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku merasa sepi. Ku ambil pensil dan sebuah buku. Buku di mana aku bisa menumpahkan semua. Semua. Ku tulis prosa, puisi, semua yang bisa merefleksikan hatiku. Tapi itu tidak membuatku tenang. Ku kumpulkan keberanian. Aku akan curhat pada-Nya. Lagi. Kutumpahkan semua pada-Nya, bahkan air mataku tak terbendung. Meskipun tak ada jawab, aku lega. Aku tahu, Dia akan berikan yang terbaik.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku terus terdiam. Aku tak mau berkata apa pun. Enam jam di malam itu, kembali kuhabiskan dalam keheningan. Keheningan yang diiringi isak tangis. Tangisku. Waktuku menghadap sudah tiba. Ku basuh wajahku seperti biasa. Ketika ku mulai berhadapan dengan-Nya, aku tertegun. Aku kembali merasakan keheningan. Namun keheningan ini merasukiku, masuk, terus masuk, hingga dia menemukanku. Aku yang lain. Tidak, ini aku. Benar-benar diriku. Tapi dia begitu berbeda, dia yang adalah diriku begitu bahagia. Aku tak mengerti, inikah diriku? Kenapa diriku begitu bahagia?

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku masih larut dalam keheningan. Air mataku kembali berjatuhan. Betapa bodohnya aku. Meski bidadari-bidadari telah pergi, aku masih memiliki malaikat-malaikat yang akan terus menemaniku. Malaikat-malaikat yang kusayangi. Keluargaku. Tersadar, malaikat yang tlah membantuku hidup memelukku. Aku menghadap terlalu lama sehingga beliau mengira aku tlah benar-benar menghadap. Aku menangis di pelukannya. Tangisan yang selama ini ingin ku keluarkan. Aku benar-benar merasa lega.

            Di balik senyumku,

            Aku tidak lagi malas menuntut ilmu. Hari itu, aku benar-benar bahagia. Dia tlah menunjukkan kebesaran-Nya padaku. Sejak saat itu, aku terus berusaha untuk tidak menangis pilu lagi. Sekarang, semua keajaiban itu telah kuabadikan dalam sebuah tulisan. Tulisan yang tidak akan bisa menuliskan kehebatah tersebut. Tulisan yang dibuat agar aku tidak lupa. Tulisan yang dibuat agar tidak ada lagi rahasia di balik senyumku.   

National Test for International Class

I’ve told u b4, I’m a student of SMP N 5 Yogyakarta. And in International class for specificly. Sound’s great isn’t it?? But not truly true. International class is getting annoyed when we talk about the test. We must do a lot of test. N u know what kind of test is it?? A test for school sertification!!!! OMG. Like ICAS test, bilingual test for every semester(It means we do 2 kind of test for every semester), and now this!!!

 

This test is done bcz they want to know our capability in absorbing subject materials. N it’s semester 1 test. Whereas, now we’re semester 2!! It means we must learn semester 1 again n it take our time to learn semester 2!! How dumb!!!

 

Ok, if someone from Departement of Education see this blog, sorry for the impolite word, I’m just fed up. (They waste their  time if they read this blog).  4 math n Physics, it’s OK. I’ve done it well, but the biology....

 

I’LL NEED A LOT OF KNIFE TO KILL MY SELF.

 

The question!!!! It’s.....AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Ehem, sorry 4 that. The main thing is :

TEST IS SUCK!!!!!

 

OK, thx 4 the reader. U r so stupid cz u read n waste ur time by reading this freak blog.

 

Sunday at Ambarawa

I’m back!!!! Yeah, this post will tell about my Sunday at Ambarawa Railway museum. It was my mother’s college program. We went to Ambarawa with the bus..(Real bus). It took about 2 hour or something, I don’t really remember(Actually, I was slept). Actually I was so lazy to go there, so I slept. But after we arrived, I said : Ok, maybe it won’t be as boring as I thought. N yes, it wasn’t boring at all. Why??? Let me tell u.(I’m Javanese, if u know what I mean)

 

We went to the hill by old train. It took a long time, but the view was very good!! Just like what is written there:

After that, I took some pictures of the locomotives.

It’s great, isn’t it?? Actually, I wanted to took my narciss photo, but my mother kept looking at me with her strange sees.(-_-)

Well, it’s all about my Sunday. See u at the next post!!!!

My 'Freak' Birthday

7 February was my birthday. N it’s the most unexpectable birthday. FREAK. First of all, just like an ordinary day. I brought my laptop that time. Why??? Cz I wanted to watch my lovely Wu Chun!!!(Hot Shot, u should know it) n yes, my school is hot spot.

U must know, if I’ve opened my laptop, he is the one that I focus on.(I consider my laptop as a boy). Well, time keep on running ...n that time has come. One of my friend, Abil(who is I concern about) was gunning me till I’m dead!!! Of course not. What did he does??? I was asked for. OMG. I was so shock!! What the hell’s going on????!!!!! He asked me n gave me a present. (Still shock)I kept talking to myself: Why him?? Why must him??? I’ll be crazy!!!!! But fortunately, it was just kidding. (ALHAMDULILLAH!!!) It was just surprise from my class for my birthday. N for my class, DON’T DO IT AGAIN OR I’LL KILL U ALL!!!!!!

But as I told u b4, if I’ve opened my laptop, he’s the one I focus on. So, when that freak man was asking, I wasn’t focus at all. I heard what he said, but my eyes kept lookin’ on my laptop. Moreover, I brought my laptop to watch Hot Shot, to watch my lovely Wu Chun. Of course my eyes kept on the laptop! My lovely Wu Chun was appear n Abil was asking. Where did I choose? My lovely of course!!! Even without my command, my eyes will choose Wu Chun!! They r so DIFFERENT!!!!! 1:100000000000000000000!!!!! Abil is one, n Wu Chun is one with zero follow behind!!!!

That was my freak birthday. I like the present. Green Clock!! THX!!!

Holiday at Ledok Sambi, Kaliurang

Well, it’s too late of course. I went to ledok sambi at 7 January, but I write it on 19 February n post on........?(dunno when I can go to internet cafe)It because I have no internet cennection in my house L.Suck! But its ok. Well, b4 my report, let me introduce my self.

My nickname is Rahma, but my friend often call me Emak or something(It doesn’t mean I’m old). U don’t need to know how old am I, but yes, I’m a student in SMP N 5 Yogyakarta.(give an applause!) yeah, n people says that I’m angrier. Well, maybe yes, maybe no. I like to make prose, poem, n such a kind of like that. So, for the next post, I’ll post some of my prose, but it’s in Indonesian. Well, enough 4 the introduction. Let’s start.

My class had planned to make a vacation. Our own vacation. Why?? Bcz my school has deleted vacation program for their student from the agenda(What a fuckin’ decision). So, we won’t get any vacation, unless we make it by our self. I thought they were kidding n it’s not gonna make it. But yes, WE DID IT!!!! After the hardwork, we did it!!

7th January-We went to Ledok Sambi by bus.(I used car, cz my house is closer) n u know what bus we were used??? KOBUTRI.(It’s city bus) hahaha!!!! So freak....we arrived there at 3 pm, but it was rainy. So, we took a rest b4. After that, we built the tent n play at the river. (It’s very fresh!!!!)

play at the river.(I was the girl with the pink n without face)

At the night, there was a game with the guy from Sambi. After that, barbeque party!!! Ready to eat!! Hehe....

8th January-The first agenda is tracking. Huh, I was very tired. I could sleep, but it was so different with my bed.(of course! Moron!) After tracking, we were farming. There was a lot of worm there. But It doesn’t matter 4 me. But, one of my friend, Petra(HE is a man) doesn’t want to join. He is laff-a. And....we played at the river again!! This time, u can see me!!!!

I was the blue(or black?). Petra is the white one.

Haha....n the next agenda is game. A lot of game. I can’t write it one by one.... lol. Well, last but not least, it will be the most memorable thing of my life. N sorry 4 the grammar mistakes!!!(I’m not very good in english). See u at the next post!!!!