Thursday 27 January 2011

First Post in 2011

First post in January. End of January. Hhhhh....first month of the year, and I'm already busy. Somehow, I'm forced. I don't know what kind of pressure I have, but then my back seems to be burdened. Ok, just a random thing.

First month, somehow, I feel that I won't reached my new year wish-list. New glasses? Nope. Capo? Nope. ChunLun drama? No idea. Improving my singing? Failed. AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Okay, that was just something-that-make-my-head-explode things. No need to be sad. I'm still smiling. :)

And yeah, this month, we start. New things, experiences, love. Wait, did I mention love? Well, love. It has been a long long time since the last time I was interested in someone. Wait, it's not a love then. 对不起. 我的爱是炎哥. 哈哈哈! Okay, focus. So, how we end, is depend on how we start, and how we pass. Well, I don't think I have a good starter, but who cares? I will pass this year. And I know, I will have a sweet ending, not a kind of angst story. Overconfidence? No. This is how I support myself, and make myself believes that I can do what I wanna do. Trusting yourself is important, rite?

Hell yeah! No need to be sorrow. February will soon come. Sixteen, I'm coming!!!! Sixteen, 16, sechzehn. Hope that one of my wish-list: be a good sixteen years old girl can be reached.

Okay, I think I'll end this fucking-random post. Always try to keep smiling every now and then, to be happy as time goes by, to cry when it's unbearable, to laugh at a joke, not a laughing-stock, to be angry when it's needed, to be proud of what we had accomplished, to be sad so we will be happy, and the last, to keep loving something that I do love.

So, gotta go now! 再見!! :)

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