Just What I Feel...

It is just a random post. No need to take too much. 'Cause it is too much.

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Sometime people see me as a good one. Sometime as a bad one. And sometime, as a weird one. This feeling, I could not understand. But this is what I feel. People will say, "It is not something to be thinking about." But what should I do? He's already stuck in my head. Who is he? I think you've known. He's someone that I cannot reach. I, cannot, reach. It is normal for us, as a teenager, to have this kind of feeling. But who will make us feel so? It depends on yourself. Including myself.

I never meet him. He never meet me. I've ever see him, everyday. But he never see me. Then, how does the feeling appear? I don't know. I really don't know. He just got my attention, about in the end of 2009. He's just, unusual. The way he sings, he plays the flute, he jokes, he cries, I just like it. Well, the most interesting is the crying part. 'Cause I never know any boy who dare to cry hard but my lil bro. And I think, that's how I like him. From his tears. A bit weird? Well, I'm weird, indeed. And he started to affect my mood. I could cry, laugh, even jealous and angry 'cause of him. Then, people start to see me, as a possessive one. Possessive, to someone that I could not reach. And that's how, people judge me as weird. They started to call out a-fake-disturbing-name. A joke, and laugh appear. But they never know what I feel inside, right?

Those things happen for more than a year. But who cares? He has already protected me, from having a boyfriend, doesn't he? I don't have to have any boyfriend, 'cause I have him. Though we never meet, but he never fail to make me happy. And that's the important one, right? Happiness. For me, he's more than a-mood-maker. He makes me know, how to take care my heart, before I give it to someone that I do really love. Do you want to know how?


By loving him.

And for now, it is enough.


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Random. See ya at the next post! (3 posts at November? So many la..)

Never Ending Padzjazz 2010

Eight days ago, should be my big day. Our big day. Padmanaba Jazz 2010, my first time to be EO. But what should I do? A day before, Merapi mountain got a big eruption. It caused an ash rain around Jogja. And of course, we cannot held such a happy event during the accident. Then, the committee leader, decided to cancel the event. Disappointed? Of course. But yeah, how can we hold a happy event while the others are suffering?

I was crying that time. Well, who wasn't? But happily, all of the money that we have had will be given to our friends who are suffering because the Merapi eruption. And now, I realize, that's the point. It isn't for our own happiness, but for others. And that's what human do, right? Just be grateful for all you've got and be whole-hearted for all you've lost.

By the way, November! Chen Ge's birthday has passed. He's finally reached 30. So old la. But it's okay, as long as his heart is still young! Next: Yan Ge! 20 November, birthday concert, he'll play guitar! Finally! I know he has learned it a year a go but never show it. That's way I'm so excited. Hope he'll give his best performance.

Well, enough for today. See ya!

Padmanaba Jazz 2010 "Merah Putih"

SMA N 3 Yogyakarta proudly present:

PADMANABA JAZZ 2010 "Merah Putih"!

A jazz festival with charity and social activity!

Artist:

• BARRY LIKUMAHUA PROJECT
• Syaharani & The Queenfireworks
• Anggito Abimanyu feat. Koala
• Gadjazz
• Esensi

Date: November 6th, 2010

Time: 19.30-23.00

Place: TBY Concert Hall

Tickets:

• Festival: IDR 25,000
• VIP : IDR 40,000
• VVIP : IDR 60,000

Tickets are sold at SMA N 3 Yogyakarta's hall,

starting from October 11th- October 16th at 12.00-15.00

and October 18th- November 6th at 14.00-17.00.

Come and join us!

Your attendance is a pleasure for us..:)

October, My Busy Month

Huahh...It has been October. Time goes so fast la! See the title? Yeah, this will be my busy month. Why? 'Cause Padmanaba (my lovely school) will hold a jazz concert called 'Padzjazz' or Padmanaba Jazz. And I become the one of the EO. It will be held at 6 November, so this October, we have to prepare all the things. And also, I have to prepare for my other event, SAFRIDA or Safari Idul Adha. It is held to celebrate Idul Adha. It will be held at 16 November. And yeah, those will make me busy.

So far, I enjoy it. Well, actually I always try to enjoy my life, no matter what happen. Just pray me the best, cause I'll face my mid-semester test at 11-16 October too. I hope I can give my best.

Well, this is for today. And for my lovely Wu Ge, zhu ni sheng ri kuai le! Hope you'll get the best for your life.

See ya at the next post!

September, Idul Fitri and Fahrenheit!!!

Yeah, it has been so long and 6 days left for Ramadhan month. So sad la :(. Cause I haven't found Ramadhan's meaning this year. Or I've lost Ramadhan's meaning for sure. You know, now people are getting busy with their own activity. So do I. Cause of that, I can't enjoy the atmosphere of Ramadhan :(. All I can do is just hoping to meet Ramadhan again next year. Hope Allah give me a chance. Amin.

Positive side: 6 days more Idul Fitri. YAY! Time for us to become as innocent as a new-baby-born. Hope I'll get the atmosphere of Idul Fitri :).

And, Fahrenheit 4th will be launched at 18th September! YAY! Finally, after a long long time. At 26th August, the MV of Tai Re had been launched. ''Tai Re'' is the title of their new album. They're so hawt!!! They're very different comparing to their first album. Now they become more sexy X9. Hehe. 

OK, this what I wanna share today. See ya at next post and Happy Idul Fitri!!! ^^

 

(well, taken from The Jakarta Post. Sorry for the mistaken year. :p)

And be happy for Fahrenheit's 4th album "Super Hot"!! :)